10:08 am
blah. im so tired. theres so much i want to talk about, but there just isnt any time. whatever i guess i mean its not that important i suppose. i cant help but feel werid though idky =/ having so many nightmares lately. they seem so real i almost texted one of my friends this morning and bitched at them for somehting i made up while i was asleep. woops. i hate the mornings i wake up in sweat and tears. those are the worst. some arnt too far from reality though. like its quite possible they can happen, or are happening and people just would rather not upset me so they dont tell me. ugh whatever trying not to think about the possibility of that. tell u about tomorrow later. going shopping now. retail therapy? perhaps. p.s. im kindof pissed off at you so dont be to suprised if im not myself around u for these next few days. ill get over it just itoakmgferaioog ur so ugh lol
